Messages of Support

The level of support that we have received has been so overwhelming and my heart is full. What our family is going through right now is not unique to us. So many families have and continue to experience the hardship and oftentimes hopelessness that comes with a loved one living with a mental illness. I felt it was important to share these messages and I hope they move you as much as they moved me. Thanks and please keep writing in. I won’t be able to respond to all but I do read every single message I get.

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Thank you so much for sharing some of Nicole’s story. This incident is just so devastating, all the way around. I’m a registered nurse as well and I know for a fact the toll that healthcare workers endure just from the job, add to that an undiagnosed or I’ll-managed mental illness and it could be any of us.
My heart breaks for the victims, and for Nicole, I know she didn’t intend to do this, she couldn’t have. I don’t know her, but just from the pictures, her smile, there doesn’t appear to be malice in her heart. I’m heartbroken for you all as well, I hate this for everyone involved. My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you, the families of the victims and, and Nicole. There’s no justice to be had here, no resolution, nothing at all that makes this situation easier for anyone. I pray for strength, peace and compassion.

Hi Camile, I’m a lifelong resident of Los Angeles, CA. I saw the video of Aug. 4th and like everyone else who saw it I was horrified and shocked. I pray for the victims and their families who are left behind to deal with this tragedy. When details came out about Nicole and her background, I instantly knew there was more to this story than what’s been said in the news. I initially thought it was a mechanical malfunction of the electronic throttle and her car was speeding down that La Brea hill uncontrollably as I just could not believe somebody with a nursing degree could be so callous or irresponsible, I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt from the beginning because it just didn’t make sense that she would intentionally cause that accident.
I argued with people on Facebook, YouTube and other social media platforms about this accident and what could have caused her to plow into cross traffic at 90-100mph. I was probably one of her biggest advocates to wait for the toxicology report, don’t believe that girl in the hoodie who says she was friends with Nicole and said she’d been drinking and arguing with her boyfriend just before the accident. As a Mechanical Engineering Major, I know what it takes to get an advanced degree in a hard science like nursing, it’s not easy by any means and the fact that she did it is even more amazing after reading your website. Now that I know what happened to her, I feel bad for Nicole and wish this had not happened to her or the victims.
Just so you know, the reason she is being charged with Murder AND Manslaughter is because of the current LA County DA George Gascon. He’s actually a clown (for lack of a better word…) who is trying to save his job and save face. He’s been letting violent criminals out of jail and giving slaps on the wrist to career felons and as a result crime in LA is off the charts. There are smash and grab robberies whereby the offenders are released with no bail (if they can catch them). People eating on sidewalk cafes are being robbed at gunpoint in broad daylight. People are being followed home and robbed at their front door by criminals who have just been released the night before, because of this clown’s policies, he just survived a recall attempt. A LAPD officer was just killed last month by a guy who had just been released for armed robbery a week earlier! The overkill with your sister is simply a failed DA trying to save face, that’s what’s behind the Murder charges. Also, the community here is so upset about this unfortunate accident and never had the opportunity read your website so as a result people are mad and calling for her head.
I hope at some point Nicole gets the help she needs, and I do believe at the end of the day, they’ll offer to drop the “Murder” charge… I’m also glad you posted this because the world needs to know about mental illness and all that’s involved with it. The person sitting next to you could be suffering from mental illness and you’d never know it.
I know you don’t’ know me and vice versa but I relate to bi-polar syndrome personally. Back in 2005 my ex-girlfriend who ironically was also named Nicole was diagnosed as bi-polar, and the doctors gave her Prosaic. She was fighting a drug addiction but went to a rehab program. While there it took about a year of adjusting medicine to get the dosage to where it was just right, and she could function. She was doing very well and had just gotten a job and was due to move out into her own place. Unfortunately, she relapsed while on the bi-polar meds. She was most likely so despondent from the relapse that she jumped off a freeway over pass and killed herself, she was only 28. Not saying your sister was as bad and suicidal but bipolar was in this equation just as your sister Nicole, except for the manic blackouts.
In closing I just wanted to thank you for Nicole’s side of this story, I knew she didn’t do this on purpose. I wish you and your family the peace and strength that only God can give.

As someone who suffers from alcoholism and the constant desire to give up, the constant thoughts that even though things get better, it never feels enough, I understand. I feel for you all and send love and prayers. Thank you for creating this. It makes me recognize where I can so easily fall into this. It’s so sad and unfortunate and though it is horrific that instead of make a call and ask for help, it got to this. But I understand. Love, hugs and prayers to all of you. Hang in their Nicole. Though it may look bleak, now is the time to get the real diagnosis and help. Use this to change the world as I’m sure you will.

I applaud your bravery, your dedication, and the way you articulated this entire post! I thought I would read a small portion of this, because I was on my phone, but I was so compelled to continue reading that I read the entire post on my phone. I am 48 and my son is 33 (yes, former teenage mother) and I guess I was drawn to your story because my son has a mental illness that surfaced right at 20-21 and my fear is something tragic is going to happen to him because he doesn’t think anything is wrong with him, he’s not on any medication or treatment plans and from what I hear (I live in Atlanta and he lives in Seattle) his manic episode continually gets worse. His girlfriend tells me that he was formally diagnosed with schizophrenia and bi-polar; however, he doesn’t admit to that anything being wrong even though his behavior says otherwise and as his mother living so far away from him, I feel helpless and powerless and instead sit idle praying that he’s alive and safe. At any rate, I appreciate the time you took explaining in detail all of the events leading up to the incident, shedding light on mental illness, and just riding hard for your sister!
I thank you for reading my message and I will be in prayer for Nicole, yourself and the rest of your family. I’m believing in Jesus’ name right now that she is going to be released and get all the support and help she needs to help mitigate this entire situation! In Jesus’ Name, Amen!

Thank you for sharing your story. I am so terribly sorry, from the bottom of my heart. It breaks my heart that you have received such negative backlash as a family. This horrible tragedy should not be minimized. But the public needs to practice restraint until all the facts are known regarding your sister. If it is indeed due to a psychotic break, and a freezing type blackout, then we need to wait before we condemn her. We most certainly have no right to condemn your as her family. How many times have each of us let a drunk friend or loved one get behind a wheel and leave? For every single drunken car crash in this country every day, there is at least one person out there who could and should have stopped that person from getting behind the wheel. Almost every single one of us has allowed someone to leave and drive home when they shouldn’t have. Some might then say, “Oh, but this is different. This is mental illness, and the family had seen signs of previous serious problems. They should have had her license revoked.” Well, if they agree with that statement, then they should also agree that there are millions of family members and friends who have seen someone drink and drive home many times before a crash that later occurred.
In terms of Nicole’s driving, and what everyone says you as her family, SHOULD have done, this is a VERY difficult aspect that is not understood by the public at all. I, however, do understand. My brother has suffered from bipolar his whole life, but only obviously since 2015, when he lost everything. He had an amazing career and two degrees in culinary arts and hotel restaurant management. He suffered a psychotic break, took his clothes off, ran around his complex, and was then beaten to a pulp by seven police officers who answered the disturbance call. Because he took and threw his neighbor’s phone into the apartment swimming pool, he was charged with armed robbery (he was waving a piece of wood in his hand). He was then charged with assault on a police officer when he tried to fight off one of the officers who tried to hog tie him. He was taken to LA County Jail and was told for those two offenses he was facing eight years in jail. We raised $19,000 from friends and families to get him a lawyer. The lawyer did approximately three hours of paperwork, appeared at one half an hour hearing, laughed and winked at the judge and then had my brother released on three years probation. He spent one month in the Twin Towers top floor for the criminally insane in solitary confinement in a suicide vest with no visitation or medical help while waiting. It could have been far far worse. When he was released, his career was over, and his girlfriend, dog, car, apartment and credit were gone. As a family, we stood by him for seven years. We really didn’t understand at first. He struggled to get on his feet and stay hopeful, and did everything he could to get something going in his life again, but it was an uphill battle, as he couldn’t even get a job working for Task Rabbit or Postmates due to his “criminal record”. He was also rejected for SSDI because when he was well, he presented as “too well” to deserve SSDI, and when he wasn’t well, he missed his appointments and automatically got thrown back to the bottom of the request pile.
Since then, it happened again twice – once in 2017 and then last September, when my brother finally became homeless. We tried for seven years to help him understand that he had bipolar and needed medicine, but he refused because his disorder made him unable to understand he was sick. My mother and I had to make the heartbreaking choice of letting him live on the streets until he agreed to take meds. We went to find him every day.. to talk to him, bring him things, beg him to take medicine, take his abuse and rantings…. Seven months later he came out of his mania, traumatized by homelessness, and finally remembered what he had done. My brother “blacked out” and had no recollection of events that happened during any of the manias. He is now taking medicine for the first time. We have hope for the first time.

Families have ZERO legal power over the choices of a mentally ill loved one once they are of legal age. Even worse, that individual does not even REALIZE that they are sick when they are having an episode, because they start to get Anosognosia (brain blindness) and are completely unaware of the changes that are happening to them, sometimes over a period of many months to years… If Nicole was unaware of her mental changes and presented herself well to the DMV, no one — not even herself… would have been able to stop her from driving, because the organ which she used to make those choices – was sick and unaware something was wrong. The brain is a physical organ that can get sick, just like the heart, and needs medicine. It is time for the public to become better educated about this fact. No one would condemn someone with heart disease for not being able to run a marathon, or for falling down on the ground in pain… Yet every day we condemn people whose brains don’t work, shame them, scream at them, shun them. And condemn their families too.
Thousands and thousands of families today in LA have been struggling, sometimes for decades, to intervene and help their loved one. But the current mental health laws in this country prevent us from doing ANYTHING to medicate or intervene on an adult — even if they desperately need it. The general public has no idea of this fact, and quickly condemns families for negligence, when in truth these people have often dedicated their entire lives to trying to help their loved one in a system that works against them. The mental health laws MUST change

My heart goes out to you and your family and Nicole, Nicole’s story is very similar to my sister’s story a few years ago. Like you, our family has no known history of mental illness. My sister was married with two kids and we believe the stress of work and home triggered her first episode but it did not stop she was in denial telling stories I did not know were lies at the time and this continued for months. We had her committed twice and of course, she was released after a few days. It was such a traumatic experience because I sought out help from the police, a local judge, reporters, and other family and it resulted in nothing! Her husband was frustrated and eventually divorced her, her claims, accusations, etc were becoming so rampant she was in the local paper and would have been in the local news. To summarize, eventually, my dad took her out of the country where she was able to get the right medication 1st generation, and diagnosed with bipolar disorder which helped her come back herself. She is now a single mom, working and living. I cannot tell it all but just to say Nicole’s story resonates so strongly with me because I was in your family’s shoes. My heart, prayers, and thoughts are with you sincerely.

This is such a sad case. Praying for your family. Continue to fight for your sister.

I have a mental health condition that causes mania. I worked as a rehabilitation counselor for 16 years and a mental health advocate for 6 years. I truly believe Nicole’s mental health condition caused the accident and NOT the loving, compassionate sister you know. Mental Illness is so little understood and pervasive in today’s society that it will take decades for the public to be empathetic and truly understand it. People with mental illness are always being betrayed as dangerous when in fact they are not. I am so sorry for all the families involved and I believe Nicole should be treated for her mental health condition and NOT portrayed as a murderer. I really hope that she is treated fairly.

Thank you for this my heart goes out to your sister. One never know how they day will end let alone start out. Throw no stone, I’ll continue praying for your family as I have done every day for those who died. Be well

This is a beautifully written letter from a well loved sister. Thank you for sharing it!

Thank you for writing this and addressing mental health. I have such compassion for your sister and your family as a whole. Your sister is not a monster and I’m very sorry she is being portrayed in such a manner. I’m also sorry your family is being portrayed as “ignoring” her condition.
My compassion comes from being a clinical social worker and having a younger sister who had her first bipolar psychotic break while writing her master’s thesis at age 29 (she’s 40 now). She thought she could travel through time, the sky was made of gold coins, and when my dad took her car keys away from her, she called the police and said my mom was poisoning her and my dad was abusing her (paranoia). My sister and your sister mirror each other and it sounds like our family efforts do too. My sister has long periods of seeming “normal” and then backslides. No one wants to be bipolar, they don’t want to believe they need meds.
Please know, you are not alone, your sister is not a monster, your family is not negligent.
Anyone who understands mental health, understands. The horrific responses are from ignorance and a lack of knowledge. Thank you for being so vulnerable and trying to bring awareness to mental health and its unpredictability.

I’m so sorry for what happened to Nicole Linton I read the whole story and I always felt she was not a bad person just want to say to stay strong and have faith

When I saw your sister in the court room, I knew she was anguish over what had happened. I hope you will also look into whether or not she has frontal temporal degeneration which may have caused this car accident. My sister had a car accident with a Waste Management truck where she totaled her car in 2012 and then could not explain what happened and had been under a lot of stress after losing her jobs in banking and trust departments when they banks screwed things up in 2008-2011.
She had been misdiagnosed as having bipolar disorder in 2001, but it turned out after MRIs and other tests that she had FTD affecting the language side of her brain (like Bruce Willis). It is a neurological condition, not a mental health condition. My sister had been taking medication for bipolar since her incorrect diagnosis, but after two years of testing post-WM truck/car accident, she was finally diagnosed after she had a grand mal seizure in front of my mom.
[Someone should] see if she actually has a neurological condition. It’s more common than people/doctors/nurses/ERs realize and is often misdiagnosed as depression, bipolar Alzheimer’s, schizophrenia, dementia, etc. Please contact theAftd.org for resources. The former head of their Medical Advisory Committee was my sister’s neurologist at UCLA. I’m so sorry about what all of you and the other families are going through.

Wow, Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story. My heart goes out to Nicole and your family. Everyone lost here. I also grieve for the families that lost love ones.
Like you said this is about addressing mental illness in this country and around the world. Not only mental illness but for doctors [that are] to fast to diagnosis a person without doing all the needed testing. Not just sweeping signs and systems under the rug.
I will continue to keep all families involved in my prayers. I pray your sister receives the help needed. Thank you so much for sharing this story because without it no one will heal. Like the saying goes ” What the devil meant for bad God turns it around for good” Although this is a tragic story, something good is already coming out of it. Nicole is still helping others. Hopefully this will open our eyes to help those suffering with mental illness. Thank you and God bless you and your family.

I would like to follow Nicole story as it has touched me on a personal level as I have a daughter and sister with a Diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder. I’m just a person following her story. She deserves fair and just treatment.

It takes courage and family accountability to follow through with this website. It definitely provides insight. I feel that if family doesn’t offer support like this, then the possibility of hearing the truth behind a person declines.
I didn’t begin to research bipolar disorder until I had couple of incidents with an ex- girlfriend. She was already living with me when she mentioned being “manic depressive” out of the blue. If we hadn’t seen [name of a movie] that day, I’m not sure that she would’ve told me. It was too late to even have an expedited course in “social anxieties”.
Around 2014, I began to mentor students at the [Name of Non-profit organization]. The focus was film, photography, and creative writing. I’ve seen what I called extreme cases with students and parents. I began to interview people in the club with hopes of putting a few pieces together. I realized that most teachers and mentors aren’t trained in handling episodes. They learn during trial by fire.
I’ve had many questions since Nicole’s incident. You’ve answered several already and I’m pretty sure that other answers will come out in court when the public can’t hear them.

Praying for Nicole and all of her family/loved ones, during this time. God has a plan for Nicole’s life and he has the final day, all things will work out for her good. Praying that God lifts the burden, and gives peace which passes all understanding.

As a DNP Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner and most recently a full time faculty teaching the course in a DNP program, I have been concerned for some time about the stress in nursing school and the difficulties our students face heading into the work force. I have had students similar to Nicole who have had psychotic breaks, ended up in the hospital, struggled to pursue advanced nursing degrees etc. Nicole is not alone, although, facing these charges, I am sure she feels alone. Please keep me updated.

I live in LA, and have been following this case since it happened, and it’s just fascinated me because I just kept telling myself “something is not right”. After seeing what the media has said, and After reading this it made me know my gut was right, and your sister is a lovely giving person that unfortunately is dealing with mental issues. I have lots of family members that suffer from mental issues and I just hope people can understand that she did not do this on purpose, and mental issues is probably one of the worst ailments to deal with.
I appreciate you putting this out there. I’m praying for Nicole and your family. I’m sure you may get a lot of negative comments, but rise above it and just keep spreading the message on who Nicole really is. Just know for all the negative comments you have a lot of people that stand behind Nicole and are praying for her to get the mental health she needs. Much love to you and your family

May God bless Nicole and her family. She is in my prayers. A tragedy took place on 8/4/22, everyone involved is a victim. In my opinion, Nicole is just as much a victim as the people who lost their lives. There is no reason to place blame, on anyone, and I wish the media would stop doing so. Mental illness is serious, no longer a taboo topic. This is a tough spot for all of the family members, friends and loved ones affected by the accident.

I wanted to reach out after reading your web page. I admire your bravery in coming out in your sister’s defense and speaking her truth. My sister is my whole world and I would’ve done the same with absolutely no shame! I remember the day of the accident and reading about it on the news. Truly a tragedy. I sat there and heard my co-workers go on and on about how this “monster” caused an accident. I immediately opened up my news app and saw what they were talking about. Even though I was reading everything that happened– I knew that there had to be an underlying issue. I knew something was off. While the internet went on about this situation, I wanted to dig deeper.
It was today, 9/21/22 that this website was brought to my attention, and all my questions were answered. I can relate to you not knowing how to handle your sister’s mental health. I too have a sibling who often goes on these episodes, but he is no believer in the health system, so he is deteriorating right before our eyes. Anyway, I just wanted to say that after reading your very thorough message about Nicole, I can sit here and say that I knew my gut feeling was right. I have never been a believer in what the media puts out there. I like to dig and research on my own for the facts. I truly hope that Nicole comes out of this with a fair trial. I believe Nicole is going through a lot, and only she and God knows what she is going through within. I will be keeping Nicole, you, and your family in my prayers and once again hope that Nicole is given a second chance. I leave you with this– Mark 11:24-25. God bless you and your family.

I’m so glad I came across your web page in regards to your sister. It does sound like your sister had stiffness/seizure, which would cause her foot to compress the gas pedal. I’ve worked ICU as an RN for 30 years and one time had a patient who had a history of sleep apnea, who fell asleep in the chair in his room, he stopped breathing and had a seizure likely from low oxygen levels in his blood. He quickly recovered, but I will never forget it.
I too have a sister who was diagnosed with a psychiatric disorder and we haven’t heard from her since 1990. I want you and your sister and family to know that you are loved and I will be praying for you all. We will get through this.

I just want to thank you for sharing your sisters story. I’m heartbroken she’s worked so hard and “done everything right” only to have the entire world thrown back at her when she’s struggling. Our society places so much burdens on the individual to succeed and never gives anyone a break, yet we fault the individual when something goes wrong. Your sister may have suffered from her problems, but they were not her own. Society is to blame for this. Our society is sick, and instead of fixing it, we blame the symptoms of it, in this case your sister. I truly hope she and your family can find peace in all of this. I know it’s not much from an anonymous person, but know that there are a lot of us out there who don’t believe the medias attempt to villainize her.

Hello, [I am] a fellow nurse, fellow Jamaican, and fellow battler of mental health (depression). I actually attended Emory for nursing school, too and did a rotation on the 6th floor at the midtown location. I just wanted to tell you that you did a fantastic job with this site. I desperately wanted to know more about the story because I know how the media twists things so easily. I’m praying for her health and for you all, her supporters. I can’t imagine the tears your family has shed. It’s so clear that this is in fact just a very tragic accident. My thoughts and prayers are with you all, my people.

I know there are no words that can ease the pain you all and Nicole are in right now. I heard about Nicole’s story from @AngelJonesPhD, and I am thankful you decided to make this page and share more about her life. As someone not only with numerous mental health issues myself, but also as someone applying to law schools, I am appalled by the lack of our consideration for mental health in our criminal justice system. I just wanted to let you know that your family and Nicole are in my deepest thoughts, and I will be sharing this page and her story with others. Keep fighting for Nicole and know that you are not alone.

I am a RN and when I first heard the details of this story I was angry and sad for those who lost their lives in this unfortunate and tragic accident. When the details emerged of her mental illness struggles, I was able to understand that this was a tragedy for Nicole and her family as well. I write to you as a person who suffers from PTSD and know how mental health does not have the same pathway as visible disabilities. As a society we must measure crimes and punishments against individuals based on several things, including, mental illness.
It is hard for many to look through the mental illness lens because mental illness has long been a subject that is kept hushed. I do understand that Nicole took these precious lives but in turn I also see her struggles and how her illness played a role in this. Nicole deserves a punishment that fits her mental state on the day of the accident. I do not believe she woke up that day with an agenda to kill these people in horrific crash. I do not think prison is a place for individuals like her, but rather mental health support, community service, and restitution to the families involved.
Thank you for eloquently writing about Nicole and bringing light to the struggles many of us face on a daily basis. I hope the families that lost love ones find peace and I hope that Nicole can take this tragedy and help others in similar situations….may she find forgiveness from others and from herself.

I am an Afro American ICU nurse and I read your entire article word for word! Thank you so much for sharing who is Nicole Linton! I also live in close proximity to where the accident occurred… I too had a brother who was bipolar w/ paranoia schizophrenia; he was not on meds or being treated for his mental illness and was shot and killed on the streets of Chicago. I have a much better understanding of Nicole’s story; thank you for this!

I don’t think anyone will know what happened until Nicole shares or she is allowed to be evaluated for the help she needs. Initially I thought it was a crazy accident but seeing the bail set at 9 million seemed evil to me.
I have a friend who is a nurse and suffers from severe bipolar! It’s difficult to teach and she has had her license suspended multiple times due to the amount of inpatient stays she has had. She has lost custody of both her children (who are with family) and is in a guardianship type situation. She wants to go back to nursing and renewed her license but doesn’t have clearance from her psychiatrist to return.
Historically, black women are either misdiagnosed or not taken seriously.
Last year, right before turning 32 I had to call the police on my cousin from [East Coast City]. She was in [East Coast City] and I was so scared bc she had been calling me sounding paranoid about people trying to give her AIDS and then she was talking to herself, forgetting I was on FaceTime. Going for walks. Not sleeping. It was tough to keep her on the phone. The police did a check and took her to the hospital where she was admitted involuntarily for a week. I struggled with did I do the right thing. I think she was angry and got over it. She realized I did it because I loved her. I knew she wasn’t a danger but I worried what if her roommates saw her in this state and it escalated.
She was released, didn’t take the medication and seems to be doing fine. I thought about Nicole today because my cousin called saying her manager pissed her off so she turned in [her] keys. I tried to affirm her anger and also say, you can’t quit every job bc someone angers you. You have bills, student loans, how are you going to survive. I talked her into hopefully calling her boss back and I would be lying if I worry that these are signs of a repeat of last June. Immense stress. Her going off on a job she received an offer for and then the break.
Finally myself. Only that I have anxiety but I’m [in] my 20s. I was a victim of a crime and coped by being reckless. I didn’t care about my life. I was suicidal but think it’s a sin and could never go through it. I was admitted involuntary 4 times during my 20s for OD on my prescriptions. I also drove in horrible states of mind. By the grace of God, I am here. I could have crashed. I could have killed my self or others. I could have been pulled over and I absolutely would have been charged. God’s protection kept me and it wasn’t easy. I didn’t know how to cope with life. I can empathize with Nicole because life happens sometimes and people are so quick to judge but it could have been me. I have my masters. I’m involved in my community. I had a therapist for 5 years. I still struggle with my anxiety and depression sometimes but I am past the darkest days one can ever encounter. I wish the best for Nicole. I hope she can forgive herself and I hope that she is released on bail. I pray she has a fair trial. I think people need someone to pay and Nicole is an easy target.
She can get her license back. My friend did many times. But it creates a stigma that if you have bipolar you shouldn’t be a nurse. That’s ridiculous. That’s why many doctors kill themselves sometimes or don’t even seek treatment. It’s hard to find confidential care. I know another nurse who had to drive 3 hours to voluntarily commit herself because she was afraid of being judged. All of this to encourage you that she’s not alone.
She’s not the only one who has dealt with this and from a family perspective of seeing someone in a manic state, it’s scary. Last story but I remember visiting my friend in the unit and she was talking so fast and showing me pictures from her group therapy art sessions. It was like she was a literal child. Btw, she had manic episodes driving where police were called to track her down and get her admitted. I just wanted to share some stories with you. Nicole is blessed to have you guys.

I’ve read your whole site about Nicole and I am so sorry for what she and your family has been through. The lack of understanding or compassion for mental health issues (as demonstrated so well by the ignorant comments [on Instagram]) is so troubling. I am obviously so saddened for the lives lost and all who loved them, but also for Nicole. She is also suffering from something undeserved. To those who have no compassion for her, I’d just [like] to remind you that your capacity for compassion is limitless. It is you who choose to deny it to those in need of it. I will be thinking of you, Nicole and your family and I sincerely hope the justice system treats Nicole fairly and that she gets the medical answers she needs to set her on a healing path.

I support her and your family. I will do what I can so that people can hear her side of the story. My sister is a nurse and know it can be daring. She suffers as well.

I pray that everyone involved will find some semblance of peace. I join you in the hope that this tragedy will ignite a spark of full focus on our society truly finding a way to help the mentally ill and challenged which is indeed a large portion of our society. Thank you for reaching out in this humane manner.

Thanks for sharing this timeline about Nicole I definitely was one of the million people judging her after watching the video of the crash but I have a better understanding & I hope & pray she gets the help she needs & deserves. God has the last say so he definitely had arms wrapped tightly around her during the that crash she walked away with no injuries. I love her ambition it shows she took pride in her work ethic. For all those looking at her as Nurse Linton & because of her being a Nurse she can’t even blink wrong. she’s human & her name is Nicole before anything. I’ll be praying for you pretty lady.

Thank you for speaking up and creating this page. Praying for Nicole and her family.

Had a dear family member, a , handsome smart articulate son, well educated honors graduate from [Name of College] who unbeknownst to us was suffering from mental issues; (schizophrenia). He “presented” well, was always a sharp dresser, well spoken, smiling and pleasant. One day he went to the top of a building at his much loved [Name of College] and jumped. I loved him very much; years later still miss him very much. The years go by, the “hurt” softens, but the memories never leave.

Praying for your family!! This is a tragedy all around

I am so sorry for what your family is dealing with right now. My prayers and thoughts are with your family. I too have a great nephew who struggles with mental illness and his mother is powerless over what happens when psychotic break down happens to him. Don’t give up stay strong and thank you for this story you have presented to the public. God bless and help us all that struggle with mental illness in our family.

Dealing with the guilt and shame of her actions, as well as the negative outcry from the public and the media, could be quite overwhelming and debilitating for Nicole. The support of her family will be crucial for Nicole as she struggles to find the correct diagnosis and treatment for her mental health issues. I pray Nicole comes through this ordeal as a mentally stronger person. I pray Nicole will find a way to help the families of the victims (which may also act as an aid in her healing process). I hope Nicole considers becoming an advocate for change in our state’s mental health system. Nicole might then be viewed by the public as a beacon of hope for others that suffer from mental illness.

Hello, I can’t imagine what Nicole or u guys are going through. I pray daily for her and everyone affected. I had the pleasure of working with her and she was a great nurse. Blessings to u all

I’m praying for Nicole daily and I hope that she gets the care that she needs and I share my condolences of the ones that was killed in the tragic fiery accident

My heart goes out to you as your family deals with this matter. I can only imagine how hard it is to sit day after day and watch Nicole being crucified out in the community and courts. I have mental illness in my family and experienced so many hurdles in getting the needed help for a loved one. My prayers go out to Nicole and your family as you continue you to support your sister and stand together as family…Peace and Blessings🙏🏽🙏🏽

I read the site you made for your sister. it must be very painful for your family and sister right now. I can’t imagine. I’m also a nurse and I also struggle with mental illness issues (previously diagnosed bipolar but re diagnosed as major depression). I also have a brother who is schizophrenic and in prison right now for something he did while having a delusion. I could see from my own struggles and as a sister dealing with a sibling with mental illness issues how you all must feel. you and your family did everything you could do. you were all there for her. if you are thinking back, I’m sure you’re punching your fist in the air thinking you could have done more, but it’s not fair to think that way. you all have done everything a supportive family would do. I blame myself for my brother being in prison, but during that time and the circumstances it’s all we could have done. in the end my brother is almost out of prison now and it was for the better, he seems like he got the rehabilitation he needed and if he was never sent to prison, strangely enough I think things could have been worse. i think it’s a systemic issue we are dealing with. people with mental illness deserve to have sick time off related to mental health issues. mental health access needs to be more accessible. we aren’t really given that in the nursing field.
I’m currently in therapy and have medication as well. it has helped me tremendously. just like your sister, I also realized I needed to take care of myself, and started going on trips, spas, self care etc. however it can still not be enough. I do sometimes find myself driving in incomprehensible rage even with all this self care and don’t even realize what I’m doing, I’m also not suicidal or would ever act out on passing thoughts but sometimes the mental illness can cause you or just over take you and put you in autopilot. I get scared thinking that any side of the story can happen to me. I’m scared that one day, what if i make a mistake that’ll end badly because of my poorly managed illness. or I get hurt by someone else with poorly managed mental health. ALSO Covid should definitely play a part… we are ALL so depressed from COVID. Homelessness looks like it has skyrocketed where I live, suburb by [Name of City]. this just shows how easily it was to become homeless as of recently… and homelessness is more likely in those who are mentally ill. for mentally ill people life is way more difficult to manage. a lot of people don’t know hard it is to maneuver the mental health system and how easy it is for someone to fall thru the cracks. your sister was trying to not fall thru cracks and making changes for herself but this tragic thing occurred. I’m thinking so much stress causing her to go into psychosis or that catatonic state you mentioned. because jobs don’t give proper breaks to them!!! I wish I could handle working in a hospital but choose not to because I know that I mentally can not handle it, because most of the nursing community doesn’t support you. I’m in need of more mental support, so yeah I make less money but at least I’m not pushing myself to a point I can’t handle… but at the same time I really really wish I could handle the mental illness on top of demands of a job, so I could make more money.
I work at a dermatology office now as a nurse because i am a very anxious person. i am paranoid about being the cause of death or messing something up. part of this is due to how i was treated in nursing school (needing to be perfect, etc). I feel like I shouldn’t stress myself out too much because it can make me very mentally unhealthy. even now, for me working part time, I still struggle with mental health. since I chose to have a lower stress job, I get paid way less than my counterparts. so i could see why people who have mental health issues, who might not be able to mentally handle a demanding job, still want that demanding job because it comes with money… and we all need money to survive and thrive.
anyways nursing school was very difficult for me… I quit taking my medications (bipolar) because they were making me too sleepy for school and was threatened to be kicked out. I also stopped going to therapy because the availability of the therapist I really liked was only on days I had school. so i also stopped therapy. (I had terrible health insurance so finding new people would be too much time and struggle to deal with during nursing school) dealing with the pressures of school and succeeding was so much for me. I regularly had mental breakdowns. and not being medicated without therapy made things worse. I can imagine the pressure of being an actual nurse working a high demand job like in the ICU or travel nursing, can also be so much greater in stress than in nursing school. on top of that, the perfectionism that’s expected of us, as nurses is high. even in your sisters headlines they HAD to mention she was a nurse. because nurses are expected to be perfect.
Overall, I hope you and your family see the positive light in this situation. it’s super difficult but i hope there is some goodness that comes out of this situation such as bringing light to mental health issues, etc. like more support, time off WITHOUT penalty, and so much more. our capitalistic nature of society is the root cause of all our troubles….
Sorry for this long letter, mostly me ranting lol. but i just wanted to let y’all know it’s not just you guys and you guys aren’t alone. i wish you and your family and sister can make it thru this with patience, i will be praying for you guys. God is forgiving and kind.

Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story. I live on the East Coast but for some reason she has stuck in my mind. I’m a Healthcare worker with mental health struggles and a lot of sisters… I rolled my car over in 2016 during an episode. Luckily I did not hurt anyone but myself. But, I could have.. and I relate deeply to Nicole and know what it’s like to be misunderstood. I’m fortunate to have amazing sisters such as yourself who helped me heal and take care of myself. I just felt the need to send love and understanding because the world can be so cruel and ignorant. Stay strong and know there are people who understand

Since the start of this incident I have always maintained that the person being protracted in the media is not the person I have known for most of her young teenage years. One of my babies from our church youth group who attended church weekly and very involved with her mother and siblings. I am praying and trusting God that he will intervene and that who she is will get the help and support she needs.
To Camile, Kim and ___ my family and I will continue to pray and know we are here for you. Love Alway, you are my babies and I am here always.

I’m a mental health social worker and watching closely

Thank you for taking the time to write this. As a member of the public, I admit I too had a negative picture of Nicole painted in my head. This definitely gave some insight to mental illness and what really happened that day of the accident. I pray Nicole gets fair treatment and accountability

I was moved by her story. Maybe you can start a petition or something to free Nicole. Mental illness is very challenging. The news media put her in such a bad light. My prayers for her and your family

I saw an article that referenced your website and it brought me here. I don’t typically watch the news because it’s too depressing and I’m taking care of my own mental health. But I did hear this story and was heart broken for all those families. You’re right, it’s a terrifying thought to be going about your normal day and have something like this happen to you. I wanted to know what happened so I did see a few follow up stories including one with a picture of your sister in handcuffs and the expression on her face was just pure sorrow. Not the face of someone who did this with the thought of hurting someone. I don’t know the facts of what happened. And honestly other than the 3 articles I haven’t read everything posted. It’s too sad.
I had a sister who died in a car wreck and it hurts me every day. The driver had been drinking. Even in that scenario, they made poor judgement and did not intend to kill my sister. Actually they loved my sister. And he has to live with that the rest of his life and it’s awful.
I hope your article is bringing peace to the families so they can maybe understand a little more about why. But I also wanted to send my support to you and your sister. The media and the internet are cruel places. I have not read anything that has called her a murderer or a monster because I can’t indulge in getting too deep into reading all the negativity on any topic. But I have learned from personal experience the internet brings out some of the worst cruel people for some reason instead of being a place of problem solving knowledge and support.
I just wanted to send a note to say not everyone thinks these things about you and your family and I thought you might need to know. A lot of the positive stuff doesn’t get posted because there aren’t as strong emotions associated with it to drive someone to do something.
I’m heartbroken for everyone involved. It is sad. And I hope maybe your sister can bring awareness and attention and stop the stigma of seeking help for mental illness. If anything good can come of this that’s my hope. I’m so sorry that everyone has to go through this.
I never saw her as a monster murderer. I know they exist but I didn’t get that from this story. I imagine how difficult this must be to write to acknowledge all the pain of the victims while also trying to show love and support for your sister. The logical people will see your intention to provide a background and help with healing. And the others who are not on that level will be angry no matter what you say. Sending hugs to you and your sister.

There are people in my family, very close to me, who suffer from mental illness, especially undiagnosed mental illness… I too understand how hard it can be to gauge the extent of their illness or how in manic states or in the midst of psychosis it is not the person you love in control but their mental illness (or maybe even some other neurological issue).
Our society does talk more about mental health and mental illness & tries to understand the brain but there’s still so much stigma, a lack of accessible and feasible prevention /intervention, and an overall dehumanization of those who may have some kind of disorder/illness (especially when the symptoms present themselves via behaviors)… I truly feel for those who lost their lives or lost loved ones on August 4th. I also believe Nicole deserves to be treated fairly and humanely throughout this journey of justice and healing for all.

Praying the media, the families involved, and the Justice system shows Nicole grace after reading her story of how she fought hard to live healthily with her mental illness till life happened.

Thank you for doing this Camille. I’m very disturbed by this tragedy and I truly appreciate your effort to attempt to shed some light on the perpetrator of such a devastating incident. I send Nicole ,you and your entire family, strong and positive intentions and I’m certain that love will find a way.

Prayers to and your entire family. Prayers for fairness and peace for Nicole

Thank you for taking the time to elaborate on your sister’s life and the events leading up to August 4th. She seems like a beautiful soul. I cannot imagine how difficult a time this is for you all. This is such a gripping and tragic story for every individual, family member, and friend of the Ryans, Lewis, Lester, Noble, and Linton families. Praying for Nicole’s health and well-being and God’s peace for every family impacted.

Praying for Nicole; God is able. God is still in control. Stay hopeful, and playful. God is not through with Nicole yet! Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story, have forwarded to others. Stay encouraged.

I’m so sorry to learn of all that’s happened with your sister. From this point, I’m praying for Nicole. The media has done a great job with a smear campaign. I am a therapist and I understand what’s going on here. I’m gonna pray for her. *The name and email address are fake just wanted you to know I’m someone in the world, a Christian, who followed the story and am praying for God’s victory here. God’s peace to you and your family and a victorious outcome for Nicole. My prayers for all the families involved too, there are no winners but Nicole’s life shouldn’t end because of an illness out of her control at the time when she did everything she could to manage it. God’s peace rest on all the families involved.

I am so sorry for what you and your family are going through as well as the victims. I read about the day of the accident and you mentioned her being in catatonic like states before or her body seizing up and I wanted to let you know that I went through something very similar that was finally after many different doctors visits was diagnosed as PNES psychotropic none epileptic seizures. Because PNES is usually a physical manifestation of psychological distress, there are a lot of possible causes.
These commonly include:
sexual or physical abuse
traumatic brain injury
personality disorders, such as:
borderline personality disorder
obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)
types of psychosis, such as schizophrenia
dissociative disorders
affective disorders, also known as mood disorders
post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)
anxiety
substance use disorder
family conflict
anger management issues
It finally took a neurologist who was OLD School to diagnose that it was actually mentally related and not physical. It took over 2 years to figure out. I know that it is often misdiagnosed so I wanted to make you aware of it in case you are needing extra guidance on the what-if’s. Had I not seen that doctor I don’t know where’d I’d be right now. I have dissociative identity disorder, formerly known as multiple personality disorder so my PNES is caused by horrific childhood trauma but can stem from so many things. I wish you and your family the best of luck.

Thanks for sharing your sisters story. Mental illness is real. I completely understand and have been in your shoes trying to help my Loved one. Have faith and believe that God knows best for your sister. I pray for understanding in her case and that grace is bestowed upon her. I pray for your family to find strength and courage to remain at her side. I am sending prayers up as I type. God bless.

From one Jamaican to another, I pray that God protects your family. Also , as a fellow RN my hearts breaks for your sister. This can happen to anyone. Mental health problems does not discriminate. I’m not saying that it is an excuse, but if society continues to brush it under the carpet anything can happen to anyone.
No one should have to feel embarrassed or lesser of a person because they have a history of Mental Illness. Your Sister and the victims families continue to be in my prayers.

Nicole is always in my thoughts and prayers. Love her dearly and I pray her case will be fairly treated. I am so sorry this is happening.

It has been a very long time since I have seen or heard about Nicole until this tragedy happened. I remember all three of you sisters from ___ where we all rode the same school bus to school. My memories of Nicky are so fond, and I share them with all the people I know who are aware of this case. Nicky was so sweet, smiley, and kind to everyone. I hate that this happend in her lifes journey. It makes me sad just imagining her sitting in jail; her spirit doesn’t belong there. I do understand her actions were devastating to many, but I also recognize that mental illness can destroy a beautiful persons life. Please tell Nicky that ____ from long ago is praying for her. & I will always keep the special memories of her in my mind. May GOD be with your family every moment of every day.

The first thing that I thought when I seen the video of the crash was that she had to have had a seizure or something and was not in control of the car. I don’t think your sister is a monster like the media is portraying. I think she needs help also and shouldn’t bring jail.

I live in Los Angeles and I just read through this site and my heart goes out to you, Nicole and your entire family. I am well aware of what it’s like to live with a bipolar family member. Nobody understands it unless they have been there. It is an extremely difficult path to navigate.
Our family member who suffered from BPD passed away two weeks ago. He was 84 and had “managed” his BPD with many different cocktails of meds over the past 30+ years. In the end, he died from complications of “Lithium toxicity” and “seratonin syndrome”. It’s not a perfect science that meds can easily help- they often have severe side effects.
He was a Veteran (many have BPD) and was fortunate to have had the same psychiatrist for 25 years. That was key.
Thank you for taking the time to write this. I hope more people will read it and be able to offer assistance to you and your family for Nicole. We know so little about the human brain :(. So little. Sending love & strength to you.

I’m praying for you, your beautiful sister Nicole and your entire family. I can’t imagine the pain that you all are enduring. Please know that there are people out here praying for you guys. I know you don’t know me but if there’s anything I can do please reach out to me. My email is listed. In my thoughts and prayers.

Hello Sis, I hope I’m not offending you by referring to you in this manner as we don’t know each other, but I sympathize with you’re sister’s case as well as this nightmare your family is experiencing.
I want to say I understand the challenges your sister has faced dealing with mental health and how our insurance companies administer the benefits. I’m in nursing school studying the complexities of medicine, medical disparities among blacks, Hispanics, low income etc. I would consider and look into who diagnosed her mental health, based on what and if there was more the DR should have done to provide your sister with the best possible care. Because the medical field is fully aware people of color, and minorities especially women are under-diagnosed and treated differently than white woman. Also I too
don’t fully understand mental health diagnosis, as our studies do not focus on them extensively, just a semester unless a nurse is focusing on mental health coming out of nursing school, then that would be specialized studies/training.
It sounds like Nicole is not getting representation from the courts, and she’s determined to be guilty, before she’s able to present her case.
I live in Calif and have traveled many times down that same street the accident occurred, and to be honest I first too was very upset when I saw the video. But after looking at the video several times and reflecting on how there were no brakes lights while going down that hill, there had to be a reason. That downward hill is steep and there’s always many cars at the stop lights. It’s a busy intersections,
I want to thank you for providing insight to who your sister is, her journey, her mental health diagnosis and how that played out, her desires as well as her high ambitions.
I tend to lean on her expectations were extremely high and maybe out of touch with her reality, that’s where her mental health allowed her to think she could do more than what she really could. That would be the responsibility of a therapist to help her see what her limitation were, and how far she should/could realistically take on. Nursing school is extremely difficult, we can get ahead of ourselves in our desire to complete the next goal. Taking the time to absorb all that information is necessary before accomplishing the next goal. It’s a lot, and one has to see where they fit in
I’m praying for Nicole your family and friends, for complete vindication. Our God is a merciful God, sometimes the journey is to get our attention, so we can move on to what God has for us. There’s a testimony to Glorify him. Sitting us down. Please speak life into your sister, focus on God and his will, ask for more faith, wisdom patience, understanding and know who he is among your family, be on the same accord, no negativity from anyone. May God bless you sis,

I went to ___ High School and graduated with Nicole (Nicki as we called her then). I just want her family (her mom especially as I know that’s her world) to know she and all of you as her family and biggest support system are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I cant stop thinking about her and all of you and what you have been going thru since this tragedy unfolded. I have read your website page for page and I must say this is a wonderful tool for those who have no clue of who Nicki is. The media can portray things in such a way where anyone who does not know her will believe she is this evil monster when that’s far from the truth. My heart breaks from everyone involved in this (ALL the families). God saved Nicki’s life for a purpose and despite what may come from all this I pray and hope persons will gain knowledge and truth behind mental illness but more over I hope persons learn the power of forgiveness. I write this message with tears flowing because my heart aches for all of you. With God in the midst you all will smile at this horrible storm.

Thank you for sharing another side of Ms. Linton. One page you have entitled “Murder vs. Vehicular Manslaughter” and you asked why was Ms. Linton’s situation being treated differently. It’s simple POLITICS! The LA District Attorney has been under a lot of pressure to be tougher on crime after a few recall attempts while only in hist first term. The LA County Sheriff blames the DA for everything including the little kid that stole from a candy store. The time of this particular accident the LA District Attorney was facing yet another Recall attempt however since the recall proponents had not gathered enough signatures. Like I said its all politics and hopefully everything will get sorted out and there will be some resolution. Wish you all the best and don’t stop beating the drum for Nicole!

Hello- I have read Nicole’s story on your website and admire your love for your sister. Please know that your sister, your family are in my prayers as well as the families of all the victims. It’s such a tragedy for all. With prayers and best wishes

Thank you for having the courage to share your sister as a human being. This is an important story. It touches so many. More than we know or care to admit. God bless you all. I’m praying for peace for her.

I just wanted to reach out and first tell you how sorry I am for you and your family. This was such a beautiful, thoughtful and moving story to share that really came from the heart. I applaud you for all of the social issues you have so beautifully intertwined in this story. I hope that your sister gets the help and understanding that she clearly needs to find stability in her life. Life really isn’t fair, I’m so very sad for everyone involved in this tragedy.
May you and your family find peace through this difficult time, all of my thoughts and prayers to you.

I hope your sister gets help quickly – the media is so difficult to combat once they’ve put their “facts” put there.

Hello to the family of Nicole. I don’t know where to start, but I will say I am truly saddened by this horrific tragedy on both sides. I pray for everyone involved that God give you strength. I lost my son five years ago, am still broken, so I understand what pain feels like. I grew up in Trelawny Jamaica, I came to this country when I was 12 years old my heart breaks for Nicole, and the innocent victims. I live approximately an hour and 30 minutes from the accident, I will stop by and leave a candle for her. Please give her mom my love, she’s definitely in my prayers.

Hello, just wanted to let you and your family know, that Nicole and your family are in my prayers. It’s so like God for me to come to this page, while taking a quick break from my job which is in Mental health. This website for you sister is so touching and shows just how much she is loved. What a blessing to you to bring the humanness of your sister to our attention. I was just as guilty for believing all the other things I read about her. I now have a sense of her remorse and pray that she will get all the help available to her. Thank you for sharing. I will donate soon when I can.

Thanks for creating the website. I look on Google daily for updates on Nicole. I’m always looking to see if her bail was lowered. Please tell her ___ from ___ is praying hard for her.

What a amazing website. I am a Howard grad and work in public defense. In my line of work we see clients who suffer from mental health challenges that everyone wants to rush to, just be ok. It’s sad and so difficult to live in the space your sister is in. My heart breaks for her in this tragedy. The way mental health is criminalized and dealt with in our country falls short in so many ways. My prayers to your family for strength and your own health through this process.

“It takes a village.” I support your family moving forward. Many do not know who the enemy is, or what it is for that matter.

Thank you for sharing some insight of mental illness. Thank you for being brave through this horrible accident for all parties. God Bless all involved. I hope Nicole gets the help she needs just as she helped others as a nurse.

I came upon your website via a news article on MSN. I just read the entire story of your family and Nicole. I live in California, approximately 80 miles north of the location of the accident. Of course, I was immediately angry with Nicole.
However, after reading about Nicole’s mental struggles, I found compassion. I too suffer from mental illness, anxiety, panic disorders, mostly from stress and I work in the corporate world (like that matters, eye roll) I understand the difficulties of getting the help that is needed and not available, nor taken seriously enough. Doctors just want to throw you in a psychiatric ward like you’re a lunatic and then treat you as such. I’ve had this happen to me a couple of times. It was NEVER helpful.
So I wanted to say to you and Nicole and her entire family, I’m praying for her and all of you. This is such a tragedy for both sides. And I can’t imagine being in prison with no help with the way you’re feeling in your head. My heart breaks for her.
I agree with you about the sentence compared to the other examples, it does NOT seem fair. I truly hope the system does the right thing and that Nicole gets the help she so desperately needs. Prayers to all affected by this tragedy.

This is so sad it made me cry and I’m going to share as much I can and I’ll donate. I’m a CNA and I remember I went to work that morning and heard everyone talking about it at the nurses station but little did I know it was a Jamaican. I’m happy someone told her story. We need to get her out and get her the treatment she needs.. I pray god answer our prayers

Hello all…Let me start by saying I feel so much compassion for your family and also Nicole. Peoples judgement of the mentally ill can be quite harsh. They cannot comprehend the challenge of mental health care until they actually experience it with someone they love.
I have been through the ups and downs of this roller coaster with my 32 year old daughter. As of this writing she in a behavioral health facility going on 5 months. This is only after several stints of 5-14 days at short term mental health facility which I now call temporary band aids. It took me advocating and insisting that they refer her to _____ which is more long term.
Also I did get medical and mental power of attorney for her because of her mental health–she was not able to make sound decisions. She was also diagnosed with Bipolar /severe depression/schizophrenia.. When you talk of memory loss and manic episodes I can totally relate…
In reading your page my biggest fear is that incidents like these will continue to occur as mental health care is not a priority in this country. You have to fight and insist for mental care help. The mentally ill are so stigmatized which is why we have homelessness, shooting in schools, suicides on the rise . I have basically had to become my adult child only advocate. I have learned so much through researching this myself and still learning.
When and if my daughter is released from ____ I will then look into having the state evaluate her so she can be deemed SMI which is a process itself and also look into getting her disability. It seems like there is more mental help once these two things are in place. Not an easy task but I will fight till my last breath.
I hope this helps some. I am by no means a doctor or therapist but somehow by living this and researching you become quite the expert not by choice but by concern for a loved one. I will pray for you and your family and for all families who struggle ..God bless and keep up the good fight. You have my email if you have questions or just need a friend….

As the daughter of a bipolar mother, I am deeply sympathetic. The minute I heard about the accident and it was confirmed no substances were involved, I knew right away what it was. Thank you for speaking out on behalf of your sister, everyday people have NO IDEA the struggle that mentally ill individuals and families deal with on a daily basis.
When my Mom was officially diagnosed (in her 60’s) the doctor was clear in telling me that the biggest challenge for bipolar individuals is that they often STOP taking their meds. My Mom did this several times, and during the last event she also stopped her diabetes meds and ended up in a diabetic coma. She lied to me repeatedly when I noticed behavior changes and inquired. She told me later that she stopped taking them on purpose because she felt like I had abandoned her once her condition normalized and I stopped hovering.
In the hospital they assumed it was an opioid overdose and treated her as if she were an addict detoxing for the first 24 hours until my sister and I arrived and raised holy hell. They only started testing for other things when she didn’t come out of the coma after 24 hours. She never fully recovered all of her cognitive abilities, and I believe they did permanent damage to her by not treating her appropriately. From then on she required a different level of care, and we had to personally monitor all of her medical needs and prescriptions until she passed away.
Please don’t punish yourself OR LET OTHERS PUNISH YOU for not doing more. It is literally the road untraveled and most of the time we must learn as we go. In the US we treat mental illness as a stigma and it’s truly disgusting. Mental illness has so many forms and people can lead thoughtful, productive lives.
God bless you all, and I hope Nicole gets the help she needs. She is lucky to have such a wonderful family to support her.

I read through each story and page you wrote….looked at each picture, Since the incident occurred, I knew there was more to “Nicole” than what the media was portraying. I just knew it. I held myself from judgement because I know how the media likes to construe things. I pray for Nicole and her family. The justice system isn’t fair. I hope that one day, Nicole’s bond is able to be reduced along with her charges, and I hope she is able to bond out. I can’t imagine what she is going through having to be in jail every day and away from everyone and everything that kept her going. I don’t understand how the justice system thinks this is fair. As you said yourself, she is essentially deteriorating in there. Please continue to update her story as I will continue to read it! Thank you for sharing all of this with the world.

Hello! I had heard of this accident when it happened and was fully on the side of hoping Nicole would get the harshest sentence possible.
HOWEVER, this blog is extremely well written by her sister and very detailed. I was more than halfway through when my mind started to change and not only do I have so much empathy towards Nicole, but towards all of you, her family. I’m also hoping the court system does what’s right and gives her the evaluations necessary to really find out what happened. This is absolutely a tragedy and my heart aches for all involved. Stay strong, and know the closeness of your family is so inspirational!

My Heart Breaks for all of the Families & Loved ones impacted by this Devastating tragedy. I can’t imagine the hurt that’s in your Parents, you and your sisters Hearts.
My advise is “STAY IN GODS LIGHT”. Mental Health is misunderstood and dismissed by many. Perhaps someone will hear a wakeup call… Peace Be With You

I feel for your sister. I suspect that it will be impossible for her to get a fair trial…. I hope Nicole’s mental health is taken into consideration and she isn’t railroaded by the system. I know there’s a lot of public outrage regarding this case, but know that there are people who see both sides.

We are praying for your family. We know that this is just an awful situation all around and hope that Nicole can get the help she needs.

As a mother of two children with mental disabilities including Bi-Polar, I want to let you know that God remains in control; no matter how bleak or difficult this journey may become for your sister, God never fails! My family is praying for your family. Thank you for sharing your sister and family’s story.

This is heartbreaking for all that is involved and I send prayers to everyone! I will especially pray for Nicole, I pray that she is released from jail and is able to get the help that she needs. I also do not believe that this accident was intentional. In Sept 2020, I was also diagnosed with Bipolar/manic episodes, my experiences differ from Nicole’s in some ways, but one thing is the same I have never wanted to hurt myself or anyone else! Please know that she is not alone #LetsTalkAboutMentalHealth

Mental illness is such a roller coaster. My best friend was diagnosed as bipolar at age 16, we are now 46. Smart and beautiful she had it all. Mental illness robbed her of her of so much. She has episodes where she freezes too. Last one was six months ago. She was stuck in a chair frozen for ten hours. It followed an episode of mania. My son who is 16 is also bipolar. Hospitalized 5 times it is heartbreaking. This country has to do more to help. We hear things like this on the news. Say what a horrible person she is and just move on. Your sister is obviously mentally ill. I doubt in the right frame of mind she would hurt a fly. I pray they do not just lock her up and throw away the key. She needs help. Justice for those that she killed would be her getting help. My thoughts are with you all.

I have a daughter that’s a nurse, WOW, this has really made her human. Thank you

I worked with Nicole at Kaiser West LA and am devastated that this has happened. I can honestly say that it was an absolute pleasure working with her and as time progressed, we became close. Nicole was always helpful, warm, kind, sweet and helpful. I never would have imagined her to be apart of something like this. I honestly hate the fact that she is being crucified in the media and am sickened that people are judging without knowing all the facts. I have defended her, and have received negative feedback as it a result. Can you please tell Nicole that ____ has her in her prayers. Praying for everyone involved.

I’m sorry about your sister. I too am a nurse with mental illness. Its a struggle. I pray that God intervenes on everyone’s behalf. God bless you all and the families affected.

This was definitely all around accident. So sorry for what’s going on with your sister. Sorry for the victims, to, but I prayed for your sister the first time I heard this happened. Still praying and continue to pray not the only one if I can be of any help hit me

I’m glad you wrote this honest story about your sister Nicole. I agree the media gave me the impression of Nicole as you describe. I now see the other side of the story. I now see Nicole in a different light. I am sorry for your family suffering. I also am sorry for Nicole. You portray a more realistic and honest picture of Nicole than I would have thought otherwise based on media. Keep fighting for Nicole.

You are right. There is little help in California for mental health. Black people frown on it… you’re supposed to be strong. Well most mentally I’ll are strong until it consumes us. I pray daily about it cause I hide it from Society for the fear of being called crazy and not being want it around

I just want to give my love to Nicole, I am so sorry for all she has passed through and still going through. Let us trust and believe that God will see her through all this! Please tell her ____ sends her love.

My partner has Bipolar disorder, I have lost family members in car accidents, etc – So many things about Nicole’s case resonates with our family. There needs to be forgiveness here, as this was a horrific accident. That’s all – an ACCIDENT. Nicole (and you all) are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We will be supporting Nicole and y’all to the end both financially and in prayer. My heart breaks for her just thinking what SHE is going through right now. Sure wish we could do more. Let me know how else we could be there for you.

Thank you so much for sharing Nicole’s Story

It really breaks my heart to read this story and the events that led to that fatal day. I just can’t imagine what this has done to the whole family and especially for the victims’ families. Only by God’s grace are we able to face each day . My prayers goes out to Nicole for God’s Holy Spirit to comfort her in this time of grief and suffering. Thank you for standing by her during this horrible time.

I think this was amazing ! I myself have to be honest from the moment this happened I began to pray for Nicole . I am a believer of the Lord and I can only be on the lords side. I could only be remorseful for all parties . It tore my heart to see how badly people spoke of Nicole.
I lost my son tragically 11 months ago and I know this kind of pain so well. I could tell Nicole came from a good family and I could only feel pain for Nicole. I felt sorry for all parties involved and could only pray for all involved. I felt in my heart that this was something much deeper than alcohol.
I commend you for being a voice for your sister and I pray that everyone find peace and most of all forgiveness. Only God knows the what and why as his “WILL” is always perfect. I just want to say I send many prayers to your sister and I will continue to keep her uplifted along with all parties.
May the lord give you all as a family strength to endure . In him out strength is made perfect. My heart goes out to Nicole and I pray that grace and mercy be shown in the court room.

Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story. It was very revealing for me. I too am a Registered Nurse (retired) and my heart goes out to Nicole, the families that were involved and your family. Mental Health is real. Please keep us abreast of these uphill battles with the legal system. I pray that they see her as a human being with a Mental Health problem and not a murderer as the media is portraying her as.

I feel sad for Nicole. Society puts so much pressure people. Rush Rush Hurry or your not good enough, rich enough. Mental Health Sucks! With or without insurance it’s hard to find good care.

I think this was a well needed explanation of your beautiful sister. I hope this can be well publicized especially for people here in California. It really helped me have a better understanding of Nicole and possibly explains what happened on that tragic day.
There will be a time very soon where pain, suffering, and death will be no more. Revelation Chapter 21 verses 3&4. Please share this with Nicole. Praying for Nicole and your entire family.

Don’t stop putting her story out . She needs help she shouldn’t be in jail. It’s unfortunate and I feel for all families involved . But the universe (god) doesn’t make mistakes! Maybe this happened to make more aware of mental illness. You’re doing a good job of getting the word out ! Praying for you all

I’m really sorry that this has happened. I have no idea why my heart bleeds for Nicole’s story; maybe the private mental health struggles of someone high achieving/functioning, from Texas, went to same school as Nicole during a different year/program, took my nursing talents to LA as well. Please let her know that she is not isolated in her journey, and I truly pray and believe that God will have mercy on her during this time. I’m really sorry.

I’m really praying for Nicole and hoping that god will handle this situation for her the way he see’s fit. This whole situation hurts my heart because although she didn’t die all her love one’s has taken the L without her being out with you all. I’m praying for you all. Be Blessed.

I’ve been following this story since it happened. Totally horrible and sad all the way around.

I really liked what you said:
“People with mental illness don’t possess the insight to know the nature and severity of their condition. She was so driven and high achieving that she likely fought through her difficulties and probably dismissed her issues as simply being overworked or stressed. People with that kind of drive and work ethic have a hard time recognizing when they need help. She actively tried to reduce the external stresses in her life.
There has never been a case where a person with no prior convictions, no history or record of reckless driving, or not under the influence of drugs or alcohol was ever charged with murder stemming from a vehicular homicide. So the question that I would like to have answered is “why is Nicole being treated so differently?”
I will continue to pray that any hearing judge and the jury give her a fair trial. I am social worker by profession and I believe something was going on with Nicole minutes before the accident. No matter what others say God is in control and has the last say. The first paragraph is so me. Be blessed

I’m so sorry this accident happened and for you’re family. I pray that all parties involve seek to understand this was a tragic accident with no intent on her part. Minorities have always just had to figure it. It’s always been taboo to talk about. I’m supporting you’re family with prayer as well as the victims families

Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story.

Thank you for vulnerably sharing your sister’s story. I cannot donate financially but I am committed to praying for her.
I have two children with serious mental illnesses. Our son, who has bipolar 1, is also wonderful, highly intelligent, and driven. He lived with us for 7 years following his first manic and psychotic episode, only recently moving out at age 31. Trying to get affordable, good, consistent help has been a nightmarish journey. No one can imagine the anguish until you live it. The toll on the family is devastating. The financial cost is untenable. I’m so very sorry for Nicole and your family.

Your story was well received and I totally understand what your family is dealing with and not being able to get treatment / proper treatment. I too have a loved one who suffers from Bi-polar and I have experienced / witnessed the episodes and manic positions that he has been in.
Last month I was on Nextdoor, a social media site trying to explain that Nicole was not in her right mind and give incite into the life of someone suffering from Bi-polar. However, we as human being are so quick to judge, accuse and throw away the key on someone that it’s sickening. I simply stated that based on the negative comments I have been reading meant that you are all ignorant of the signs and symptoms of Bi-polar and how their brain thinks and makes them think.
So unless one has lived it, experienced it first hand you don’t have a clue. Please let Nicole know that I don’t blame her for what happened and that I think of her often and pray for her mental state daily. My nephew is only twenty years old and has had some very disturbing episodes for the past two years that it had started to affect my health and the bottom line is, there is nothing that I can do to help! It makes me feel so helpless. God is a God of a second chance and I pray that Nicole gets a second chance.
May God continue to richly bless your family . Always remember Gods word never fails! Peace and Blessing to you all…Shalom!!

I want to first say that I am deeply saddened for everyone involved including you as the sisters of Nicole. I met her in passing at Kaiser in West LA. She was very sweet and compassionate. She treated my cousin in ICU. I don’t know the specific details as to what happened at her job (first was rumored (I’ll call it rumor) that she was told to go home because she was unraveling at work, then it was said she left on her own (maybe because Kaiser doesn’t want the liability of telling her to leave instead of helping her). I feel so much grief for Nicole as well as the deceased because this was not a purposeful act…

Praying for Nicole; God is able. God is still in control. Stay hopeful, and playful. God is not through with Nicole yet! Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story, have forwarded to others. Stay encouraged.

My sister is 39 and just had an episode that sounds very similar to your sisters last week. She has no history of mental illness. It is so hard to get her help. She is in Michigan and I am in Houston, Texas. I plan to fly there soon. I will be praying for your sister. I hope that they treat her fairly.
Our justice system is known for not being fair to minorities.

Don’t give up on God, because he won’t give up on us. Mental illness is real as I slightly suffer with mine. I pray that God brings your family peace as well as your love one home.

My prayers go out to Nicole and your whole family. Not much of a writer, but wanted you to know I am thinking of all of you at this time. Dwell in Hope. Psalm 16:9

I’m so saddened by this and we are praying for your love one and asking God for mercy for her I don’t believe she did this intentional. Thank you for this website. My heat went out to her when I read the story when it first happened and my prayer team went into prayer keeping her lifted up God Bless you guys. I’m a pastor who cares.

Thank you for sharing. I don’t think Nicole is a monster. I pray for her daily and understand how this tragic accident happened. I have struggled with mental health in the past. Please let Nicole know that we don’t all hate her or think she’s a monster. There are people like me that want to see her live and thrive and get the help she needs. It’s a miracle she is still alive- God spared her life for a reason. Blessings to you and your family

Thank you for sharing her story. It touched me deeply. I have been praying for her daily. I am so sorry this happened. God bless and strengthen all the families of the victims, and you and your family.

Thank you for sharing your story. It’s very important. I pray you and your family can find peace in all of this. The system is broken. Take care always.

Thank you for doing this page dedicated to your sister’s well being. I was born in Trinidad & Tobago and ever since I have been in the US I have noticed the rush to judgement to criminalize folks before their day in court. There is also the need to criminalize mental health especially when it involves issues like the one your sister is involved in. Thank you for your perspective and I hope the end result is a fair and just one. Be Blessed Always…

Thanks for the story of Nicole. I read stories in the news all the times and wonder about that person, then wonder what was that person was thinking. Then I read the media and hard to really [know] what the truth is and I sometimes judge. But I never read a story like this before. My thoughts are with those families who lost their love ones and for Nicole and your family on this long road ahead

Hopefully she is treated fairly in her legal battles. Mental illness is really an illness. I had a close friend ho was bi polar. Luckily she did not do as much damage, besides losing a lot of money.

Thank you for this website. It is beautiful and I am praying for your sister. God bless her and your family.

I have to admit, I didn’t know what happened & I have been confused about what to think but this website has helped me so much. I truly stand with you all as you fight for the right thing to be done for Nicole. Such a sweet spirit with unfortunate events.

Just a message of encouragement. I understand the difficulties of dealing with a family member with mental illness and the stigma that comes with it. I’m praying for Nicole. Despite all that is portrayed on the media, I see her spirit. Keep pressing!

First and foremost, thank you for introducing me to Nicole. My heart and prayers go out to Nicole, your family, as well as the descendants and their loved ones.
Secondly, I have been surviving Bipolar I disorder since my diagnosis in 2003. One of the most important things I can tell you is that self-education about mental illness is key. I joined NAMI (National Alliance of Mental Illness) and began learning about myself, my triggers and what works for me while on this journey. Please educate yourself about mental illness, how to educate your family/friends and community, as well as how to be an ally. I have been a volunteer with NAMI for over 15+ years, as well as an advocate of myself ever since.
Please go to http://www.NAMI.org to sign up for a class and to volunteer. Black families say that they are supportive and love family members with a mental illness, but, honestly speaking, they don’t equip themselves with adequate information to be a support. I, also, subscribed to the digital bp Magazine that sends daily articles and educational resources to assist me and my family better understand bipolar disorder. Another thing that I do is I have a regular therapist, as well as accountability partner to watch out for signs no matter how “normal” I seem.
Lastly, I am available for any questions and/or to talk more about bipolar I disorder as I am an 18+ year survivor and live sharing my journey. I would love to write Nicole to encourage her if she’s up for that. May God continue to surround Nicole, your family and her journey according to His will and surround her with His angels. Amen! I’m here for you land support Nicole because I truly know what she’s going through.

I pray for Nicole and your family as well as the victims and their family. My first thought after seeing the video was she had to have had a medical issue and after all other options being ruled out that can only be the answer. I pray her lawyer is able to get murder dropped down to manslaughter allowing bail and the opportunity for medical attention. She seems to have slipped through the cracks as her condition is on the fence with few and sporadic episodes. I pray for insight, help, comfort and healing. May God be with you all.

Thank you for being brave enough to tell her story. It explains so much! Praying for you’ll

I just wanted to let you know, that my family and I are praying for your sister and your family. I live near the crash and yes, it’s difficult to understand why this happened, but I read your entire blog and understand that mental illness is a horrible disease and it’s not being treated properly in this country. I know young people who have had manic episodes so I can understand how Nicole could have been having one as she was driving.
I hope the DA changes the charges against her and follows the law. Maybe as time goes by and the media isn’t so focused on the crash, he will do so. I hope she can get the mental help she needs. I am glad she has a loving family supporting her. She will need each and every one of you to be there for her. I also pray for those who lost their lives and their families on that day.
Your sister isn’t a monster as some feel, she could be anyone’s sister or daughter or friend who is struggling with mental illness. God Bless your family. I just really wanted you to know that not everyone feels she’s a murderer, there are many like me who understand how mental illness debilitates the actions of someone who is otherwise a wonderful person.

Such a beautiful story and well written thank you for sharing your sister story

Dear family, I am so sorry for what Nicole is going through. She is so very lucky to have the love and support from you. I am so glad you are sharing her story because people have no idea what mental health and/or seizures can do. I understand a lot of your pain because i have a special needs son who has petit mal seizures and a precious daughter ___ (35) who has been diagnosed bipolar and struggles with that diagnosis. It breaks my heart to see her cycle. She is also so loved with a 12 yr old daughter and wouldn’t intentionally hurt a soul. I share this so you truly know i do understand. I will send up prayers for Nicole and the family and share the website and her story anytime I can. My heart and prayers are truly with you and yours

Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story. It brings so much perspective into the possible circumstances. I will admit that I was in that “OMG” state when I saw the video of the accident. But after reading your entire story on here. I have softened my heart for your sister and her circumstances. I pray for you all that she is treated fairly and that she will be able to overcome the heartache of what has happened and that she gets the medical attention that she needs and deserves.
Again, thank you for sharing her story. I wish I could contribute to the funds for her but am unable to do so at this time, but I will do so when I can. Wishing you all the strength to get thru this difficult time.

Thank you for sharing Nicole’s timeline. As a healthcare professional, you are absolutely correct that this Nation does not address or react to mental health as a debilitating disease, and I pray that Nicole has the legal representation that it will take to keep her safe and bring awareness to this ugly invisible monster hidden in our psyche. God Bless you for your courage to speak up and for your family who rallies behind your sister.

From day 1 my thoughts and prayers have been with Nicole and your family. This world can be so cruel and so quick to judge. Thank you for taking the time to shine a light on your personal experience with mental illness. I have a strong faith and believe wholeheartedly that God will never leave nor forsake Nicole. We may not understand the why right now but I’m sure that there will be many blessings that will come from this. May God continue to keep and bless you!

Sending love and support from TX!!!

I pray for your sister! After reading the details on the website you created my heart hurts for her. As an individual who lives in the area in which the accident happened I judged her harshly. Bc I thought that could’ve been me or my loved one in that accident so forgive me.
I can honestly say she is being treated unfairly and will continue to pray that God moves on her behalf so that she can be free and receiving the proper care that she needs. May the lord continue cover you, your family and your sister. Lord continue to remind them that you are in control and that Nicole is your child father let her word/ voice not fall on deaf ears. Father we trust that you can do all things help Nicole and her family vindicate her lord we need you now continue to shower her down with your love. Continue to be with the family as they speak out on Nicole’s behalf Lord I ask all these things in your name son’s name in Jesus name amen 🙏🏾

Hi Camille, I just wanted to commend you for telling Nicole’s story and for being the loving and supportive sister that you are. This is such a tragic situation for all of those involved. I live in the area and like many, I am traumatized by what occurred, but at the same time I have so much sympathy for what Nicole must be going through. I wish you the best and am sending my prayers for Nicole and all of you who love her.

I don’t know what to say, other than, as a family, you did everything you could to be there for your sister. I have experienced 3 loved ones in my family and circle of friends go through manic episodes and helped them pick up the pieces after it ended.
One thing I always reminded them of was that they were not alone and that they would have our support. Bipolar Disorder, I’ve learned, is a spectrum and every experience is different which is why its so hard to treat with a singular standard issued approach. I send nothing but my love to you, your family, your sister and those people we lost in the accident.
I don’t think there is any blame here, but rather, a call to closely examine how we treat and care for those with a psychiatric disorder. Thank you for humanizing your sister by sharing her story. Thank You. Thank You.

Hi, just wanted to send some positive vibes to you and your family. After hearing about the mental issues with you sister I was reminded of a time when I was on the verge of a divorce, the job I was working was constantly trying to fire me and I was so stressed and overwhelmed with life that my mind made me take a break and my body just went on autopilot.
I just remember being on my lunch break and then all of a sudden I was home. No idea how I got there but my supervisor told me the next day that I had this blank stare on my face and wouldn’t talk. He said I left and got in the car and drove off. The point I’m making is our minds are powerful and can snap us out of consciousness during severe stress. I don’t know what was going on with your sister but it’s possible she could have been on a whole different planet. I pray everything works out for u and the family. Stay strong. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

Praying for you and your family as you go through this fight. I have 2 sisters…if it were me I would be doing the same. Hang in there

Sending you and your family comfort and strength during this tough time. My brother has bipolar and I can empathize with a lot of your story. God bless you and your family.

I also have brothers who suffer from mental illnesses and although it’s fortunate others lost their lives, I admire your family’s courage to fight for Nicole and stand up for people suffering from this cause many don’t

Good evening. I just wanted to say I’m so sorry. I am so sorry about what your family is going through. I know what happened is tragic. But you’re right. Mental health care in this country is lacking, and the stigma is disgusting. I think its safe to say as well that more than half the country wouldn’t even bother reading Nicole’s story that you so beautifully written, and sadly there are some who would read it and yet feel it’s “still no excuse”.
Too many people, unfortunately, don’t understand things unless they experience it or witness it themselves. It’s a sad truth. I’m a sensitive. I’m an empath. And I also have bipolar disorder. Nicole sounds like a beautiful person. I truly hope she gets the help and inner peace she needs and deserves. Your family as well.

Thank you for sharing Nicole’s story. I hope that she gets the help she needs in a mental facility and not prison. She doesn’t deserve that. Sending love to you and your family.

I know you and your family are going through it and I will help in any way I can and will support you guys through this. I pray God’s mercy shows through it all and that Nikki gets the help she needs instead of the crazy narrative that was written for her.
Mental illness is real and people should understand that somethings can be out of our control when mentality has a problem. I’m in military and have seen the greatest men/women commit suicide or attempt to and you’d never know why. They seem happy and genuine and ready to help anyone… However, I know this is difficult and the social media creates a false narrative for Nicole. I didn’t know you guys intimately but I was friends of her friends and remember you guys from school.

I am once again thinking about Nicole Linton & how public outrage made the state feel responsible to bring her egregious levels of punishment to satisfy the rage. Americans don’t think they are addicted out on violence and punishment but it’s part of the nature of this place.

I have been wanting to reach out to Nicole since this story unfolded. I knew nothing other than what I read in news reports, and despite the horrible tragedy that each family involved has endured, all I wanted to do was somehow let Nicole know that she is still worthy of love. To let her know she is not a horrible person. I hope others reach out to her with the same energy and that she feels that somehow. Please know I’m praying for her, and sending love to everyone involved as well as the families, including you all.

Hi there, I am so sorry for what is happening to you and your family . Keeping you all in my prayers . I pray that your sister gets the help that she needs. Y’all stay strong .

Camille! Thank you so much for sharing. I didn’t realize who you were until after reading her story and my heart aches even more for your sister!
Anyone who has sense knows that this was not on purpose and we are praying for you all! Stay strong ♥️♥️♥️

Just to say you’ve done an extraordinary job. What a loving sister to put all of this together and especially with the estrangement mentioned. I don’t think most people in the world have such a family of support. It is unimaginable what all of you have had to endure. Until we read your detailed descriptions there’s really no way to have understood how all of this unfolded. I believe any doctor or therapist would agree with your conclusion and I hope that she is able to get the needed tests. Thank you very much for sharing this and shining a light on our failures as a culture.

I am a nurse as well currently finishing my Master’s degree in Women’s Health as a Nurse Practitioner. I have been following Nicole’s case and I just want to tell you that my heart goes out to her, as well as the victims and their loved ones.
This website truly gave us an inside vantage to Nicole and her struggles with mental health. I have said it from the start….the health care system and her employer (on the date of 8/4/22) failed her. Thank you for opening up and telling her story, I only wish more people would read it.
I hope that she gets the help that she needs and deserves. I hope that her journey does not have to end here. Lifting her and your family up in prayer.

Hi Soror❤️ please know that I am praying for your Sister and the whole family. I’m praying that she will be shown compassion and not be punished for the famous untouchable people in that region who have been in the same place and did multiple things and worse because of addictions. Your sister needed and needs support and help and had a bad moment. How can an unconscious person know or control an accelerating vehicle and manic state is just as uncontrollable to the person experiencing it. Love you and praying.

I was reading the story and I had the same thing your sister have. I had all of the same symptoms she had. Unfortunately there is a lot more to my story as well. But if your sister was taking medication it was probably the wrong meds and wrong dosage. After I stopped taking my medication on my own the seizures and episodes that I would have stopped.

I have been saying the same thing about your sisters case ..I’m an advocate for mental health and I totally understand the frustrations of this injustice LEGAL SYSTEM here in LOS ANGELES.. sending my love and best wishes for a Greater outcome 🙏🏽❤️ The case of ETHAN COUCH ..is a GREAT EXAMPLE

I just wanted to say thank you for speaking up about mental illness. I don’t know any parties involved in this tragic event. But I just wanted you to know that I’m praying for everyone involved in this tragedy including your sister.

I’m so sorry all around for what happened that day! I’m praying for your sister and your family and the victims! I can relate to you because I’m fighting for my brother who was killed by police during a mental health crisis. We fought so hard to correct the false narrative told in the media. God bless you for fighting for your sister in the midst of this tragedy while being compassionate to the victims. I know it’s incredibly hard.

🤦🏽‍♀️ this is so ridiculous! Keep fighting for your sister! And please do not let anyone tell you that you are dismissing the victims pain by advocating for her. I do not see that anywhere in any statement you have made. You just want her to get the adequate help! It’s the comprehension that is key in this situation- many lack it.

Nicole is blessed to have a supportive and family. This website is an amazing idea and will not only help those who struggle with mental health, but also the families of the accident victims. I pray that she will be treated and supported within the system as she should, which should be from the standpoint of a person who struggles with mental illness that caused unintentional harm. I will be praying for her, your family and the accident victims families as well. May all find peace and healing. I will be donating when my circumstances allow

From one big sister to another. And as a mental health professional in training. I see you sis. Be courageous and Trust in God.

Hey darling. Thank you for sharing the story regarding your sister. I just wanted to drop in and to leave some love and acknowledgment of all that you and your family are going through. From the first time I saw the story without even knowing that it was your sister I felt a great sense of compassion towards your sister. I knew that this was not the malicious act of someone that was in control of themselves. No one dedicate their life to serving others as a nurse and then intentionally takes a lives like that. I know your sister’s mind probably was not within itself. But whatever it means know that there are lots of people out here that understands that this is a complex story.
I’m praying for your entire family. And I pray that you guys find people along this journey to understand two things can be true at the same time. It is true that it is incredibly terrible what happen to the victims of the crash but it also true at the same time that it is incredibly terrible what has happened to your sister.

I knew Nicole and you while you lived in ___. We went to school together. I remember her to be so much fun and smart. I am so saddened by what what happened and I appreciate you telling her story. When I saw the news and saw her my heart dropped. I instantly got teary eyed and prayed for her, your family and the families affected by the accident. I now all too well about mental illness and how it affects not only the individual suffering from it but the family as well. I pray that your family finds strength and I pray for Nicole. God bless you, Nicole and your entire family.

Just wanted to commend you on standing up for your sister as you should. You are absolutely right her story does deserve to be heard. The world has painted her as a monster but for some reason I just couldn’t do the same. Mental health is so important and I only wish people took it more seriously and did the research and wanted to understand.
My mom is bipolar and I recall so many of her manic episodes growing up, it wasn’t until my mom was diagnosed that I educated myself about bipolar disorder. I’m sorry you’re receiving all this backlash from people who lack compassion amongst other things. My heart still feels for your sister and your family along with the victims, but maybe even a little more for your sister knowing that this was not intentional. She’s suffering as well with the fact that she has to carry this with her, people don’t get it though.. mental health is an “excuse” to a lot of people until it’s their loved one who’s being affected by it.
It was only right to reach out to you and send your family some love. This affected more than just the victims and every time I would see your sister in court or on the news my heart would break for her. She’s not a monster, she’s not a crazy person, she has a disorder and there are so many others like her. I hate to read the nasty comments that people post and just knowing that the world is so full of people who lack compassion makes me feel so sad. I’ve been praying for Nicole along with everyone else, and I do hope the outcome is beneficial for her to be able to get all the help and counseling that she will need. There are still some of us who care about her too♥️.

Hi Camille.. this is ___ from ‘Cuse. I know.. decades later. I just wanted to extend my love and support to you and your family right now. It seems y’all are getting a lot of negativity from people who have never had to deal with real, diagnosed mental illness. Ppl in today’s world think they’re experts because of all the focus on self care, but if you’re not dealing with a true diagnosis you could never know what it’s like.
My mom is bipolar and has borderline personality disorder.. and the one thing that has saved my own mental health is the acceptance that I am NOT in control of her, her illness, or her actions (this was a major revelation for me as I dealt with her multiple suicide attempts over the years). I don’t know if this is helpful to you, but I wanted at least one DM you receive from a stranger to be a positive and supportive one. Peace, health, and blessings to you and yours.

Thank you for making this website to tell Nicole’s story. I am a nurse in Canada and when I heard this on the news my first thought was ‘what led up to this tragedy for all families?’ including Nicole. Mental illness is not handled well in these broken systems. Nicole absolutely sounds like she was not given all of the support and tests she needed while in the health care systems hands. I am praying for all families involved including yours. Give Nicole my love and supports.

I just went to your web page and read it. My heart goes out to your sister I really hope she is vindicated

I’ve been an RN for 16 years. I’m so glad you’re speaking out. I hope you can continue to do so. I feel this was a great way to let people see Nicole, not just the incident. I’m sorry for your families circumstances and for the other victims. The pressure and intense stress she must have been dealing with is real, on top of mental illness, which so many struggle from. So very many in the medical field do.
Also, I’ve seen many RNs take things like adderall to help them focus and stay awake to get through work, tests, etc. especially while feeling under intense pressure. It’s become so common lately it seems. I worry when I see people do that, it’s dangerous for them but it seems some of the most driven are using this to keep up with all of the daily pressures.
It doesn’t make logical sense to me at all that what happened would have been done on purpose. There are so many other possibilities that would be out of her control. Anyway, I applaud you for speaking out and I hope that you can continue to make people see your sister. It’s easy for the world to judge situations they do not understand, that frighten them, without understanding the facts.

I also suffer from mental illness since I was a child, I am now 65 and still struggling, I understand Nicole’s pain.

My younger sister suffers from severe mental illness and I want you to know I understand every bit of emotion you are going through. I’m working on a documentary of mental illness and how it impacts the black community and how the current system continues to fail.

I just read Nicole’s story on the website . And I really appreciate your account of things it really helped me see things differently. The media really portrays things in a different light. I advocate for mental illness and the bad stigma it receives. I’m praying for Nicole your family and all of the victims families .

Hi Cam! I just wanted to reach out to let you know that you have my support. I am a nurse practitioner and am finishing my DNP focusing on mental health stigma in the nursing profession and access to metal health care issues in our profession. I have sent a number of letters to writers and editors at LA times encouraging them to change their destructive narrative surrounding mental illness in your sister’s case.

Hey love let your sister know that I’m praying for her and the families of the victims I read up on her daily in hopes that’s she’s okay tell her ______ loves her. I’ve been incarcerated before and it’s a lot especially the jail she’s in. Wishing her nothing but good things

What you are doing for your sister is really beautiful. I feel sorrow for everyone involved, and for their losses. But to see a sister supporting her sister, despite getting abuse slung at you is admirable. You’re a really phenomenal sister. 🌻🌷🌼

Hi, I’m still reading through the website. I just wanted to say that you’re an amazing sister. I don’t have a sister, always wanted one. If God had blessed me with a sister, I definitely would have wanted her to be like you. I will keep your family in prayer.❤️🙏🏽❤️

It’s because she is black and I hate the system so much. My family members life was taken by a drunk driver almost 3 years ago and still till this day he is out on bail and has prior of reckless driving but why does he get off? Oh yeah he white and wealthy smh

I hope that the department of justice will not be overwhelmed with too much emotions, that they opt for an eye for an eye. Mental illness is a real crisis and no one can ever foresee the magnitude of a meltdown.

I am apart of a black feminist organization to spread awareness about black mental health and I myself have bipolar disorder. I hope to help as much as I can and I will try to spread awareness about this. May Allah Bless you

I glad I found this page so thankful that she has family support 🙏🏾🙏🏾

Thank you for advocating for your sister. I also have bipolar disorder. Let me know how I can help with the cause.

Praying that Nicole gets the treatment she needs. I too suffer from mental health issues and work in healthcare. I have severe anxiety and I can understand what she is dealing with. Sorry people had to lose loved ones. There’s just not enough mental health awareness amongst our nurses, doctors, medical staff in general. I live with Stress and anxiety it’s not fun! Praying for your family and the victims families. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💕

Hang in there. I support you for bringing to light who your sister is and how you are raising awareness to mental health. Thank you for being you

Prayers as someone who works in mental health and also struggles with mental health

First off, I’d really like to express sorrow for what your sister is going through. And you and your family. You guys appear to have a great family bond, beautiful. My heart goes out to her because I know in her mind right now she’s in a state of shock, because she’s wondering how she get from her happy childhood place(dreams about how she imagined her life would turn out) to “here”
So my thinking is this and going out on a limb here:
This type of person does not just fall out or float out of this mental and soulish equity just because. Something had to be done to her or against her at one point? for example: a traumatic relationship that was unequal where she gave more but still tried to make it work, and staying too long and got the worst end/bad end of the deal, especially if she indeed loves very hard, that would be hard to rationalize to her that life can/this person can be that cruel, which can dash all her hopes of “life being what you make it”? (this is hurt, pain, and a broken heart talking)
Deeper childhood trauma?? (same self thinking conclusion)
that if not resolved in time, one continues to feel vulnerable, unprotected, always guarded, and at one point the pressures of having to “press over” the unresolved issues and confusion of “why” and trying to maintain ones own 24/7 guard with no healing, and the pressures of needing to get “normal” quickly can get VERY overwhelming.
And believe it or not, also being in a physical relationship with a person(a man/woman) that has these same issues can transfer to the “normal person”.
They are called “Soul ties”, mental bondages against the mind. And if your sister fits any of these categories afore mentioned this can be the root cause.
But good news there is Great hope for her even now, for Healing, soundness, and wholeness.
Someone has to be willing to put in the work along with her to see the results that don’t require meds. Even some of her family writing specific letters to her where she is and her reading them can start the healing, soundness and wholeness and deliverance that won’t be temporary, this works. If you would like some more info please let me know.
p.s. The excessive cleaning is the person trying/struggling to maintain order and meaning in their life/mind, and to them it equals meaningfulness, purpose, and their way of seeing right now results to there very personal problems, and as if what they are cleaning is “them”

This is painful all the way around. I just wanted you to know you are beautiful for supporting Nicole and bringing awareness to mental health. May Gods Will be done and may Nicole and her family have the strength to abide by it.

Praying for peace and comfort for you and your family. Praying for God’s mercy and grace for Nicole and all who are involved. Blessings

Camille and your family be strong for your sister. I cannot imagine how much you are dealing with. I had a family member suffer for years with mental issues before their untimely passing. The familiarity of these topics touch close to home.🤍🙏🏾

I cannot imagine the pain each of you are feeling. My heart goes out to the families who lost loved ones that day… and to Nicole and he family who are struggling to cope with the impact of her mental illness and this tragic accident. Sending prayers up for peace, among these very broken pieces.”

How blessed is Nicole to have sisters’ like you to support her and create this amazing website. Thank you for creating this as it paints a much different picture. I am a black social worker who has worked with the seriously mentally ill population for the past 10 years. I have worked with many clients with bipolar disorder, depression and schizophrenia. Please don’t hesitate to reach out if I can help in any way.

I just wanted to thank you and support you in posting this about your sister. Our country places blame on the individual, which is easier, then also recognizing that Mental and Physical Health care are woefully in crisis, and there is little support for people suffering with serious mental illness. I too, grieve for the family’s and their losses, and there is no explanation that will ever suffice to ease their suffering. However, the “non-profit” mental health treatments, as well as the health care system in general is being left with putting out a forest fire with a garden hose. Your sister was suffering from a disease that distorted reality, and she too deserves our prayers and thoughts as you do for your loss.

I support her and your family . I will do what I can so that’s people can hear her side of the story. My sister is a nurse and I know it can. Be mentally daring. She suffers as well

Hope everything turns out well. I also suffer from a mental disorder and understand how hard it can be.

I don’t know if this is like Nicole but I black out a lot especially while driving to where I get nervous and paranoid about driving. I hope and pray she gets the care that she need.

Thank you so much for sharing your story, my prayers have always been with the families and your sister and family. When I saw the accident on [City Name] news all I could do was cry, it broke my heart for all that was involved including your sister. My heart hurts for Nicole mental state, because I have a son and many family members suffering from mental illness most are finding ways to cope because they don’t like feeling like a zombie off those meds.
I will continue to pray for Nicole mental state and if Nicole has done so I am praying since she is a believer in Our Lord and Saver Jesus Christ then he is the only one who can save Nicole though forgiveness of what happened and praying the families forgive her, even if they don’t God has and he loves Nicole no matter what has happened. We will never understand why on this day her life will take a different turn, we will never know those who lost their lives time was up on earth. We will never know nor ever be prepared to live this earth. On God know the time and day. I will be praying that Nicole get a fair trail and finally receive the help she needs. Your sister was a very smart, intelligent, beautiful human begin but yet different with a mental state that was beyond her control. May God Be With Nicole she still has a Spirit Soul that can’t be touched no matter what happens. Her Soul belong to the Lord.
Perhaps since she like helping people, maybe that is what her next chapter will be. Everything happens for a reason, she has a purpose for living. God Bless your family. Much Love from someone who cares in [City Name].

Mental illness is something so serious, that so many people suffer with silently. I myself, am one. I hope that your sister is able to truly get the help she needs. I wish that the media wasn’t so heavily involved in our times today. It just makes things worse, and allows such evil people to portray nothing but false and harmful things about individuals. I pray for your sister, your family, and the families of those affected by this tragic event. Love & Light.

Thank you for sharing her story! I’m praying for God continued coverage over her. I can’t image your pain. Continue to get her story out and I will share as well. Peace and blessing to you and your families. In Jesus Name

I am so sorry this has happened. I have been praying for Nicole since Aug. 4th. I know she will get through this and come out on top.

Keep your head up and keep the faith. God is in control of this situation and Nicole will be ok

My heartfelt love and concern are with you, your family, your sister Nicole and the family members of those killed in the accident. Thank you for sharing your story about your sister. My love, thoughts and prayers are with you all and God will make sure that your sister is treated fairly and forgiveness will take place. Mental illness can be very devastating. So I am praying for Nicole’s well being and mental stability. May God bless you always!

Sending good thoughts from Nigeria